all alone and yet crowded with guilt

[bubble_butt06]

yeah so i had an.......well im still alive. I really dont want to be HERE anymore...i know that may sound scary to someone, but its how i feel. I cant seem to find my place anymore, but everyday i live....i feel more empty. Maybe i should just move....or DIE>>>>nic still wont talk to me and i dont know what else to do...he also has changed since he

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hi

[wildanimal]

its been awhile since we have talked or even seen each other. so you still like nick. why do you want to move on you shouldnt feel empty. Jessica you know if you died how many people would miss you. even though you feel alone. you have your family, friends, pets, and etc. all things would miss you. and i know you dont really mean to hurt or even kill yourself. Just something remember the people that you would hurt.

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[wildanimal]

i meant just think about the people that you would hurt. if that made any more since. well ttyl.

Re: hi

[bubble_butt06]

i love ya much...thanx! well..sometimes i feel like i really dont want to be here,,,yeah i still love him but he doesnt feel the same..and even if he does, he wouldnt tell me!!!
but thanx..glad to know i would be missed!