broken off again..... and im only nt lonely when im lonely by myself.....DISCONNECTED!
yeah i broke up with nic... a few seconds ago i walked on patricks back. man our class is weird. got to go.
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today is a new day, i am only one person and i can only do so much. hopefully in time i will learn that things i want don't just come to me. i have to work for them and when i get them, i can rest easy. today is the first day of finals for my junior year. to recap everything you all have missed, i am in the 11th grade, i have a bf named nic, i have ( Read more... )

yeah i like live journal and all but my space gives you more to work with and it explains things easier. yeah well i haven;t been doing much and i wish people would call me but i am gonna get off the comp. and go eat somethin'.... call me( 940-8343 )

yeah i know i usually write more but i am just fed up. c ya

to think it's all most over ( Read more... )

today i woke up and it was around 11:30 and so i went downstairs in my nighty and looked for something to eat. i grabbed the garage and mail keys and went outside. i first checked the mail and all there was were a Verizon bill for chae and a Sears bill. well i went in the garage and grabbed myself some bagel bites and took them inside. i popped ( Read more... )

today is sunday and this entire weekend is almost over. not like it matters much to me, seeing as i haven't even left my house. sounds nice right??? well not if you are living at my home of hell. so my friend wrote me(the one i wanted to hang out with) and it wasn't even a letter. it was a chain e- mail and to top it off it was one that she had ( Read more... )

wow another day and i am still alive... whoo hoo!!! yeah sometimes i lay in my bed and ponder about how things would be if i died. how people would act and if everyone would go through my stuff. yeah and i figured people would be sad because someone died but then 2 seconds later things would go back to the way they started. my sister would pretend ( Read more... )

i feel as though my life is being pushed out of existence. blah blah> i always get so perceptive when writing about my life. there are just somethings i really wish i could control. yesterday one of my best friends came over and i was totally happy because the more time we get to spend together is wonderful. although i still consider her to be one ( Read more... )

1)3 words to describe you-bubbly,outgoing,growing(had to throw it in somewhere ( Read more... )

yeah i am still here. today is wednesday and i am so bored. yesterday my friend jessica L. invited me to go to her churches beach thing but my mom (being the ogre and evil witch that she is) said no. when i tried to figure out a way to go, she yelled at me and said that i was in trouble for continuing to bring it up. she is so possesive. i hate ( Read more... )