hello everyone.i had a good weekend.it all started by meeting bootyful becki in town on friday with her mate kelly who is lovely but i hate coz shes pretty,gggrrrr dam u prettyness.becki looked lovely with her new hair do,very ssssssseeeeccccckkkkkkkksssssiiiieeee bbbbbbbbbbbeeeeeeeecccccccckkkkkkkkiiiiii.it was great to meet up with you both an ( Read more... )

so what have i been up to.i saw my bootyful jester a few weeks ago.hes aas lovely as always.went to see saw2,was ok but not as good as the first.there are so many people i dont get to talk to nowadays and i really wish i could,im not even sure if they like me but hey....ya hey.i miss becki,nat,heather,hatti,rob(abercrombie),ross vernon,smed,bella, ( Read more... )

hello everyone.hope everyone is ok.friday night was great,loved seein everyone again,especially marsha,rosie and kirsty.i love you guys.wasnt in the mood for goin out but took a few party pills and i was fine.thank you guys for coming to the bell.saturday was ok,went to elvaston castle(when i finally managed to drag nick out of bed) and walked and ( Read more... )

its all in a state of mind is written by walter d wintle.makes a lot of sense tho doesnt it

its all in a state of mind ( Read more... )

all day i have been cryin about everything in my bed.im not the sort of person to talk to people and let them know how i feel so im dealin with things on my own as usual,my own fault.things are gettin really big and scary and if im not careful i will be on my own because i am pushin people away who are tryin to help me.because iv never spoken about ( Read more... )

its thursday and i wish it was the weekend already.im off out tomorrow with my gorgeous mates.i wanna cancel coz i really dont feel up to it but i love and miss them so i am goin.theres so much goin on in my head that it feels like i am goin to pop.the pain of thinking everyday is killin me.i went to see my mate last night,iv missed her too.we had ( Read more... )

hey everyone.hope your all ok and enjoyin yourselfs.im feelin really unhappy today.do you ever just feel worthless,fat and ugly.im really hatin everythin about me have done for the past couple of days.im off to my mates house tonight to listen to her problems and try and help her through them but im shit at everythin so most prob not goin to help ( Read more... )

hello everyone.hope everyone is ok.i went out on friday to celebrate my one year anniversary with nick and it was great.thank you to evryone that came you made it great.goin to bitch slap norm said he was goin out for a joint then fucked off without sayin good bye.the bitch just left.ollie and ross made me laugh all night.becki thank you for ( Read more... )

Hello everyone.I have a cold and I am ssssssoooooo tired and the amazing thing is.....I have a job interview today at2.30 at the local pub in Allenton.Should be good.I cant wait for tomorrow because I get to spend it with my amazingly fantastical mates and my boyfriend Nick who I love sssssooooooo unbelievably much and with all my heart.It should ( Read more... )