Uhhh wow

[bubblebaff]

So, all my so called happiness with eddie was apparently one-sided. He did the same/similar shit to me that Kenny did. My trust in men is really faltering now. At first I thought he was different, so different ... and I loved that, and even though I never said it to him, I loved him ... and I have to at least admit that to myself and work

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[phunkiejunkie]

I really don't know quite what to say, other than I know you didn't deserve it at all.

There are people in this world who do deserve that type of treatment, you are definitely not among their number. Never think that you are.

[bubblebaff]

thanks ... and I would like to think that, but it's really hard to feel okay about something you don't know the answers to. I know I did wrong, but if he had never given me any sort of suspicion about him, I guess things wouldn't have been this way in the first place. I mean I have low self-esteem to begin with, and this shit happens to me. I just wish he would realize how wrong it was to do to me, and I hope that tramp he was talking to fucks up her "good" relationship too.