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I don't know what worse, the panicy dreams or the sweet, unreal ones.
I saw you again, for the first time in a long while. & you were happier to see than I was to see you, I could tell. I never thought that was possible, but there you were, all smiles and hugs with your skinny arms.
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I feel like I should write today, because sometimes I just feel like a mess of emotions that I don't ever tell anyone about. I guess that's exactly what they tell you you shouldn't do, but I hate to burden anyone, & even if I did, I won't know how to talk about it eloquently ( Read more... ) -
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lately I've been thinking and thinking and thinking about things, but not doing anything much at all. Maybe it's the weather...or maybe the weather is just my catch all excuse, but honestly, grey weather makes me feel entirely different ( Read more... ) -
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i'm feeling really conspicuous somehow, lately. Like a spy in an unconvincing disquise. When I feel people look or stare at me, I just want to shrink into myself. I guess it's just self consciousness, I'm sure, but feeling displaced makes me feel like I need to be looking for something, like there's an appointment I have but forgot about. I took my ( Read more... ) -
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Today is my birthday. I saw The Time Travelers Wife, which I knew would be very chick-flicky, but was still sweet nonetheless. I mostly just went for the movie experience. I love hearing people say things during the movie, seeing couples be cute to one another, nibbling popcorn. My friend & I simultaneously whipped out our candy & cheap sodas when ( Read more... ) -
August
I think this time of the year is the worst. I don't know if I've ever had a good August, even though it's my birthday month. It's always been hard, just changes and heat. It makes me want to hibernate or run back to familiar things or stop time if not hurry it up or rewind. I know it takes time, that I just need to take and deal with the changes ( Read more... ) -
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Everybody's got somebody these days.
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Writer's Block: It Sounds Better When You Say It
Die Toten Hose. When I was in Germany last summer my friends and I were watching German music videos & there was die Toten Hose on tv. Yes, the dead pants. Best band name ever.
And pretty much anything in French sounds beautiful. =)
