i live in new jersey now ( Read more... )

help?

cuz i cant get better. being sick is starting to make me depressed...i just don't even know what to do anymore.

on top of that, my personal life is a disaster (what little i have left)

its 8, i woke up late, but thats ok. i gotta go into work until 2, and then....

i am going to pick shamia up and going to the tsl/yc show in new york :) i miss our little trips, and i also miss all the guys. it will be fun, yay :)

tomorrow back to mass to hang out with john <3 ( Read more... )

is making me want to kill myself. i want things to work more than anything but it seems that no matter what i do he just does whatever he wants with no regard for me. i really am the saddest i have been in a long time :(

but reading tiffany's lj made me happy. someone else had the balls to tell her the truth...i love it. there is still not a person on earth i consider more disgusting inside and out than her ( Read more... )

LAUR...i must see her too!

is matt cline's bday. everyone im him and wish him a happy one :)

update on my crazy life later.

does ANYONE other than jessy read my lj? just curious, i dont get many comments. i suck at giving them too, but i am really unsure if anyone reads this thing.

sooooo...warped tour started out like hell. i got there, got a bus spot. it was such hard work, harder than i have worked before, like manual type work. i was up at 7AM EVERY MORNING!!! yes, that is right, me, the girl who slept til 6PM today ( Read more... )