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I got called for a really good paying job YES
Sooo I was chillin earlier today... not doing anything important.. When Continetal Plastics called.. I was like yeah! but didn't anwser I figured it was for my mom and not for me she already got a job.. Sooo I was like whatever! And onward I went on in my dad I told my mom and she said but it could of been for you I was like yeah should of coulds ( Read more... ) -
I Admit My Stupidity
When it comes to vicodin and Darvaset... Yes One is always gonna be better than 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,or 10 lol But I didn't think about it.. Just getting over it wasn't a option at the moment.. But lol after the relationship me and the toliet formed last night I think I'm gonna part.. from both the vicodin and the darvaset.. I know it was stupid.. But ( Read more... ) -
::beer burp!::
The cookie did crumble and it crumbled for a reasson I suppose.. lol I'm not gonna go back there I don't think I'd have the opportunity if I wanted it.. I think he's done with me though im suspicious of Brandon I'm happy He makes me smile all the time even when it seems impossible... Thats something I love about him.. I kinda think some times yeah ( Read more... ) -
::Crash:: goes the train I drive
I'm not callin anyone that don't anwser or call me back no more.. :| It makes me angry and yeah I'm not gonna let people walk all over me like that.. I need more friends... Yeah thats what I need. :D Damn it sucks not having a friends I have a few lol.. There ether over occupied with my cousin and his issue in bed.. Or they're with my ex lol or ( Read more... ) -
Crap...
LIFE!!! confuseing and sucky... I just want happiness... H-A-P-P-Y but I doubt if I'll be happy anytime soon... I just feel lonley and m hurt i found someone like me who just kinda wonders off and does whatever and don't think about how it could effect nyone arouund them, geez why did'n't i see all this before? geez im gonna gooo sleep on it thats ( Read more... ) -
Worried
Maybe Shirlz is riight... I mean shes right alot what if she is this time.. That would seriously suck.. I don't want brandon to be a playa hes cute though hes got the ability I'm just paranoid of getting hurt, I surely hope I don't get hurt... I just want to settle down and everything fall in place.. That would be soo nice riight now something ( Read more... ) -
The Path Less Taken
soo I've never been one for taken the beaten path! I'm sorry its my flaw I know this. But I guess it works.. Depression comes with it I hate being alone but it's going to happen.. I hate change.. I hated it when shirley stoped talkin to me that was a bitch in a half i really seriously wanted to fucken die... But then of course now for the umteenth ( Read more... )
