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you have a familiar face. I felt like I knew you from the start like I've seen you before. when we started talkin on the phone I was quite but I carried conversation because I found comfort in your voice. especially after a long night at work. I wanted to hang out and smoke before we did everything happens for reason tho I wouldn't trade that ( Read more... ) -
Dreams
I wonder when imma find the guy who makes everything melt away that's gonna love me for me and treat me like I'm irreplaceable I can't put all my eggs in the basket with dee or Keith or anyone because when I do that's when shit goes wrong after Djs birthday if he come back great and if don't I can't wait much longer I can't put my life in hold ( Read more... ) -
Lonely
I really miss going and doing stuff I need my car I need that escape lol I miss sneaking away seeing Kevin smoking just the presence of someone else for me a companion partner someone to call mine the company someone to talk to other than myself when shit ain't going right the name haunts me >_> I ll never know what I did wrong -
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What can I say thing aren't bad but they better than the bad I had before I feel quite lonely at times like there's no one out there I miss Kevin a lot why I don't know it hard even talk to myself about him but this guy Keith he's the ghost randomly popped up one day we started talking he's a nice guy from what I know so far he's it's randomly ( Read more... ) -
Bae
Dec 28 Lover I don't know why you choose to keep me at a distance. I've held you and watch you during your most vulnerable moments I wouldn't do anything in this word to hurt you . Watching your body takes every breath as you dream as wild as you live. my heart can't help but drop every time you move. I long for touch. For your affection for ( Read more... ) -
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My hearts hurting so bad right now I'm happy with him next to him talking to him I'm so scared to actually love someone and have my heart shattered again that when I'm not with him I expect the worst I expect not to hear from him I expect to hurt. Love is in the air. I'm not sure but I think I'm infected .... My tears are no longer bitter but ( Read more... ) -
Black wolf 2
Here I am pouring my heart out again to the man I have been crazy about and in love with for ten years part of me feels like I can fight these feeling and part of me feels like I'm just gonna end up hurt what more do I have to be? What am I not ? I miss him I miss feeling like he made me feel tonight maybe it was the rain or something I just can' ( Read more... ) -
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Haunted memories
I pay the moon haunts you with my memory and you can't breath with every thought. My eyes show a cold deep place that you alone placed me in
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I wrote this today. It's called book of memories:
Time and time again
I'll think of you
It surely eases the pain
And I'll think back at all the times we laughed and cried
Not one moment passes that I don't think of you
Of memories that I'll always keep
Hope you know that I'm missing you
And those ocean blue eyes that I use to see
Now it all makes sense
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Things can't be different if your constantly making it the same