Am I an embarassment?

Because half the time I'm not.
It's just you.

But you tell me, and even if I know for sure I'm not, I feel like I do.
And it's the one thing that pissed me off so damn much about my dad.
And to hear that I'm doing it, it fucks with my head.
So just fuck... it's not like I should be changing myself for others, anyways...

When I'd rather rewind to a point, then go on anymore.

The church is filled with losers.
Psycho and abuse- I just want to hold the diving in mine.

The past few days have been an awkward dissapointment ( Read more... )

Over some stupid leaves. That's right, my body is aching beyond belief because of leaves ( Read more... )

Omg... today...

PAUL MCCARTNEY TURNED 64!!!

I think I might send him a bottle of whine, and some birthday greetings =D

WOW!! Hm... interesting day! Tomorrow should be nice as it will be full of SARAH!! Anywho, today I got an uber awesome game with assistance from the wonderful Liz, my sister!! So I got this game!! it was teh uber awesome, it IS teh uber awesome, and I love it.
Later
-Matteh-

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Ok folks, for those of you who actually do read this, you may have noticed I haven't been on AIM, or Myspace lately, and that is due to the fact that all three compuers broke around the same time, somehow. The main one, which I am on now, would not turn on, and one laptop has a cracked screen, while the other one has a dud battery. So, the main ( Read more... )