God Story - June 28th ( Read more... )

i'm not so sure as to what to feel right now ( Read more... )

last night was the military ball, and it was so much fun. i went with my nehi, and alyson let me borrow her dress! makes me happy. we got to do a little bit of dancing, even though nehi was sick and i was dead tired. i had a lotta fun ( Read more... )

life is crazy ...

there are some messed up people in this world ...

God is good though, despite.

i lack sleep so much ...

i'm ready for a break ...

only 1 and a half weeks.

it's official!!!!!!

:)

i canNOT stop smiling :) awwww. i like. a lot! soooooo amazingly sweet, and i cannot get over it.

:)

my dad and his girlfriend are comin' to my concert tonight ... dunno what to think about that one really. but i suppose it's best that all my friends be around while i kinda meet her. i met her once before, a long time ago ( Read more... )

i've recently discovered how much i miss writing in my journal ... it's the outlet i've so desperately been needing. i feel so empty around the holidays and i can't stand it. it deeply upsets me. i'm disappointed in myself, cause i wasn't looking foward to christmas. who on earth wouldn't look foward to Jesus' birthday??? i forget the real ( Read more... )

to fall, or not to fall ...
that is the question.

should i keep falling,
or should i simply stop where i am?

decisions,
decisions.

i can NOT stand being at my dad's house. every time i haveta come here i get yelled at and upset. i never seem to be happy, unless i have the house all to myself. i have had the house to myself all day today actually, which is a bummer ... considering you should be with family during the holidays, but oh well. i have been home for less than 24 ( Read more... )