i am so stressed and happy at the same time, because God is so good to me. i can't believe how much He loves me, even though i'm sucha huge sinner, and can't seem to keep my life straight. He loves me despite my imperfections, and my one and only goal is to live fully to Him ... to simply surrender MY life to HIM. when i do that, life is so much ( Read more... )

i'm ready to find that special someone ... who'll care about me so much - and that i can care about in return ( Read more... )

here i go writin' again ( Read more... )

ya know, my dad really does not seem to like having me around. he makes me out to be such a burden, with all my crap in his house. i told him that when i move back up to school it will all be gone. and maybe it'll be gone for good. you know, since i'm not very welcome back at home these days ... i may just stay up at school permanately and not ( Read more... )

i seem to have this great miss for a lotta different people right now. sigh ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

homework during the summer ... no me gusta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, i don't think anyone really uses this website anymore ... at least i don't. i'll occasionally get on it and everything, but there's nothing ever exciting happening ( Read more... )

so, do you think it's rude if i don't wanna meet my dad's girlfriend??? he says she's coming over saturday to cook us dinner ( Read more... )

I was sure by now ( Read more... )

i feel so confused about a lotta things right now. it's driving me crazy. i just slept for about 2 hours, after only being awake for an hour or less. heh. i didn't really feel good, and i was upset ... so, i slept. all's good i do suppose ( Read more... )