ya know..people keep telling me how lucky i am to have beau in my life...is it bitchy of me to simply respond "i know" because like..i know i am?? yeah well I'M HELLA LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH A CHARMING CHARMER IN MY LIFE! NO DOUBT!! Yesterday, Beau went to TRL in NYC (lucky bitch) and uh...made a shout out to me on national tv! jealous yet?!?! you ( Read more... )

dude, holli, got some hella rich idea's about homecoming... you, me, going solo, rockin the 1970's old school zoot suits hella hardcore style!! omg! i'm soo excited!! call me!!!! i've got idea's and i'm too lazy to write them down!! also::: when is the hilary duff concert!?!?! check it out, you, me, sasquatch, and whoever else...we go to the hilary ( Read more... )

I miss beau so much it's sickening...hope all is well with her, I love her more than I do myself...and i hella dig myself...goodness...it's a whole lot too...ugh...well beautiful, whatever your doing..i love you so much and think about you like "WHOA!!" I love you precious girly girl...more than you'll ever know...

 The season finale of the "Mandi and Beau show" has for now, been postponed...For those of you who care to read about how this day ended...please keep reading...

I said i was in love with her, and she said it back...

The show ended with tears of sadness, and long tender, meaningful kisses. It was the most beautiful yet hearbreaking finale I hope ( Read more... )

TOday was fun, Holli came and saw me for the second time today...right on..she kicks ass...she bought me skittles the sweetness...and we both made skittle burgers together on my ten minute break..she's really a nice girl...no doubt ( Read more... )

tonight...ugh...beau and i...you knwo what...i can't stop crying...i'm going to miss her so much...the tears won't stop running down my face..i don't know how i'm going to do it...the most beautiful thing inside and out is no longer going to be in my life. I can't type, i'm shaking and I don't want to lose her...i'm hysterical guys...it's awful i ( Read more... )

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ya know..tonight was great..i'm not gonna lie...it was quite alright...hung out with beau, that was fun. we went to dinner with the family consisting of my two aunts, and my uncole mike. it was okay...too much talking, which meant less one on one time with beau-tiful. We kicked it under a tree and talked, it was nice..and then I read this letter ( Read more... )

hey dudes and dudettes!! hey i'm just chillen, waiting for beau to call, were supposed to hang out..i don't know what her deal is lately...she seems depressed...i don't know what's going on...i'm sad, and i think she is too. Ugh i wish i could just pick at her brain and now what's going on in her cute lil noggin. It's driving me crazy that I don't ( Read more... )

cc stopped by today for like two minutes to say her hello. our good friend alex was with her, lookin cute as always..i tell ya i love those girls...there so sweet. so then i went to my aunts house and went to this bead store with her..omg...these lesbian chicks in the store were soooo lesbian!! I walked in there lookin soooo disgusting..i had no ( Read more... )