People have heart attacks because the people they love turn off their cell phones.

So, I woke up yesterday and made a decision to respect myself. I'm done being toyed with and putting other people ahead of myself every time. I'm sick of being submissive to people. In other words, I'm fed up with people and I'm not putting up with their bullshit anymore.

You know, they say that looks can kill, but trust me, a picture can rip your heart out.

Problem 1 ( Read more... )

So what I thought I wanted turns out to not be a reality anymore and I don' know if what I have can be what I need. Where do I go from here?

I don't know how it came to this...

I'll make it short and sweet. After two long and painful years, I guess there's only one thing left to say no matter how much it hurts:

It's over...

It's his birthday today. He's 20 years old today. I called him at midnight last night to leave a message on his voicemail telling him happy birthday... since everybody usualy forgets. For the past 6 months, all I ever talk to is his voicemail. But even that's ok because I like just hearing his voice. I was reading through our hard point that ( Read more... )

You know me, I used to get caught up in everyday life ( Read more... )

I miss Jake. I think about him everyday. I keep listening to Where'd you go and Slip Out the Back. I almost can't breath when I hear those songs. Yet for some reason I torture myself and listen to them all the time. I don't know what I did or didn't do or what I said or didn't say to make him refuse to talk to me. I wish that he would at ( Read more... )