well im feeling a lil better today.....my sons football game is today......hes doing an outstanding hob at it.....so i am very proud of him hes nine yrs old now and he plays like hes in high school ....he is on the freshmen youth team and next year they are talking about putting him on the varsity team with the 13 yr olds .....kinda iffy about that ( Read more... )

dear dear diary.....i wanna share my secrets ( Read more... )

well im back...its been awhile yet again huh....well whats new with me....currently im shocked at the moment cuz i jsut caught a glimpse of my one love from the past and he still looks good....he wa sthe one that i let get away ....i guess i just let other people get involved when i shouldnt have....he said it wld happen but i had yet to believe ( Read more... )

yeha i know its been quite a while since my last entry ...well just hld tight cuz the reason will blow ur mind....well it started about 3 to 4 wks ago when i had to hurry up and finish the wedding...keith was getting sicker and my nerves were shot,....the wedding it self? well it went off without a hitch....it was alright i guess....thanks for the ( Read more... )

and the nite grew cold....and the nightmares returned ( Read more... )

just a lil entry before i go...i am going to ind a dress today with a couple friends of mine ....had a rough day today,....dont quite know how to explain it...... just rough....i do so much for so many people in my life yet i never seem to get the same thing in return....i hate it so much it hurts.....MY life revolves around everyone elses issues ( Read more... )

hey i know i know...its been a few since i last wrote in this...alot has happened though that is undescribable...god did it to me again again as he tore out the hearts of two of my loves...and then torched all hope i had for keiths life....he has 22 blood clots in his brain and its looking pretty dim....all hope is vanquishing slowly and i hate it ( Read more... )

im back......just sitting here with headphones on my head listening to the song i have to sing for the wedding next weekend.....still dont know the words yet ...guess i better get on the ball, huh.....the song is called the rose by bette midler....not a big bette midler fan so dont know how well this one will go......just copied off the lyrics to ( Read more... )

I'm back, finaly, got all my forgotten errands done though so i guess thats a plus....feeling a lil better today...keith had a great day today....good mood and less pain...he has more bad days than good ones but i learn to live with them and cherish the ones i can get ( Read more... )

yeah i'm back, jsut got back, actually. went to interpret for my siter today.....seen my lil heffer, jace, such a blump lil shit, yes he is. got an email from my lil sweets and it's great news that he will be gettin a whole lotta stuff formy friends wedding on the 27th......low budget weddings are sure hard to pull off....thanks to good friends ( Read more... )