well where do i begin? friends come a dime a dozen but the ones that cry in ur face and fuck ur husband of ten yrs behind ur back are keepers huh.... cant describe what the past 3 months have been like for me....shes happy and on cloud 9 fucking my husband under her fiancees roof and i am still raising our kids as i always have done...am i over it ( Read more... )

just a note to remind myself that i can do it on my own....keith and i have officially seperated and i am not qutie sure how to feel....i hurt cuz 9 yrs has been wasted but i am happy cuz i dont have to feel like shit 24/7....how do i break it to my heart that it is time to say good bye? i am not sure but i have yet to grasp the situation totally ( Read more... )

AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL ( Read more... )

well i have no idea how im suppose to feel right now....my brother is an idiot i know that much but i love him and he couldnt take me yelling at him the other day so he hung up on me...should i be pissed.....well i am....i am pissed at the fact that he needed to listen i have been the only one there for him his entire life i have bailed him out ( Read more... )

what should i feel at this very moment...on one side of my brain i am excited...excited at the fact that i am leaving soon for a vacation when i havent been out of this god forsaken state in yrs....and on the other side of my brain i am pissed....pissed off that my only brother has been taken from me once again....trouble always goes his way...hes ( Read more... )

the day just passed as all of them do...it flew on by as i sit here without u....my soul is gone and my spirit absorbed....the life i have led leaves no accord....the light diappears as darkness sets in.....my mind transforms to useless thoughts jsut blowing in the wind.....i have so much to say but my mouth wont seem to speak....hold inside all my ( Read more... )

oh why in my eyes do the tears continuously flow...why wont the detriment stop and the love show...why does the evil overtake my good and why does my shadow stand like solid wood....the emptiness fills my inner most being and the joy is consumed with fear and life is fleeing....i cannot overtake my life again it tears at my soul as my head ( Read more... )

truth in the heart never fades...the crisp chill is a constant reminder.....elaborating on the constant shade....to give love is a gift to receive it is a blessing...some may say it is nothing at all...but the truest of loves is never guessing....give me ur heart and u shall not worry...in my hands u can trust.....the saying goes hell have no fury ( Read more... )

my life at this point...let me elaborate for a minute....i am inl ove truely and deeply wioth my husband and i stil love the one true one i had in my ife...his voice set me to tears.....i miss him so and with everything we went thru in our 6 yrs i miss him more an dmore...he truely is the one that deserves so much and just never realized it... i ( Read more... )

dear dear diary.....just another day passing by....another line to add to my already packed and chaotic life.....my friends mother died in her sleep this morning she was only 52 yrs old....great women ...hard to believe.....my life is going ok for now....i am going back to work running the lamplighter in frankenmuth.....2 jobs.....well i like the ( Read more... )