Hey its been awhile! but yeah 2day has been aight. not to much has happened. except the fact justin is tryin to control my life all over again because he realizes i am so serious about not wanting ihm anymore but who cares. he is just mad he tried to fuck up mi friendship with lexi and now we are best friends. thats right lil boo boo! hah damn ( Read more... )

hey its been awhile i know. lets see i am going to philly sooon. and i am bringing alan with me yay. we are becomin pretty close friends. hehe. hes a sweetie. but lets see. i also on sunday hope to go to the beach with jg, lisa, and her bf kyle if lisa stil wants to go it will give us a good time to have fun. lets see with me and justin nothin has ( Read more... )

Hey its been awhile lets see. well i found out that a certian some1 who is amazing likes me! hehe. but then at the same time i found out alot about justin that i never knew. and now that i know it. it makes soo many things clear. lets say u love this person and then yall take space but then his best friend likes you and invites u to a cruise to the ( Read more... )

Hey once again i know its been awhile but alot has gone down and i really have alot of thinkin to do. Alot of calming down to do. And alot of typing to do to tell yall all about it.Basically lately i have been really busy with working. and tryin to figure out stuff with me and Justin ( Read more... )

Hey i know its been awhile. But i havent had a chance to get online and update. i woke up 2day at 12:30 and i went to bed last nite at like 2:30. man i am soo tired. lol. but anyways. i was talkin to one of my friends and found out that he likes me. and its kinda cute but i dunno what to do about it i mean hes a cool cool guy but just not my type. ( Read more... )

Wowzers....i miss him already. Lisa you were right. But i going to hold myself accountable and not even consider anything for a month or more. wish me luck!!!!!! Will write more later i am tired.

Ok so i use to have one of these but i got read of it so i am going to convert my other journal onto this page so ya'll can be updated. So you must excuse the long long first one! and it is backwards by date my first entries are at the bottom ( Read more... )