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feelin kinda low
I dunno how to explain myself..feelin kinda crummie lately i dunno call me and i'll explain cuz it's much easier then writing it and asking if you get it every few words or so! -
Wow I haven't updated in a very very long time
Wow i guess i haven't updated in quite some time but i guess everything is cool now. Going to an awsome party tonight...maybe i'll be hammered....JKJK! I'm a good girl now i odn't drink to get hammered. I will however drink to have fun with everybody! Call me up and i'll let anyone who wants to go to a sweet as party the directions! But besides ( Read more... ) -
confused
I feel as if the world is whirling around me and i'm completely lost. I had thought that I had found love and at it's moments I have I'm happy and glad that I have someone to share my life with but the more little things that happend that doesn't go as planned I feel as if I've wasted my life witha c omplete moron who cares only about himself and i ( Read more... ) -
eh
Growing up ( Read more... ) -
(fingers crossed)
For those of you who care to listen to me bitch, wine, and complain I'm sorry to announce that this isn't one of those entries! Infact i'm very excited about my job app. at Eb Games because (if i'm lucky (and I hope i didn't just jinx myself)hopefully i'm lucky) I will soon be the assistant manager there! Makes me really happy if I did get chosen! ( Read more... ) -
Excited
Hopefully next weekend I'll get a call for a job interview and yes I will belike every average working american whooppeeee! I want to have more money thati can save up ans stuff instead of being poor all the time! Well wish me luck cuz if allgoes well I could be an assistant manager!!!!! -
2 years.....Down the drain?
I sit here on the one of the supposidly happiest days of my life and I am miserable! Everthing is just falling apart and I dont know why. I am easily angered and frusterated and no one seems to hear my cries not even the guy whose' supposidly the love of my life. Infact he is part of the problem. Being selfish and unconsiderate has all ways been ( Read more... ) -
I'm done
Instead of being sad, relieved or even excited graduation seemed to have come and gone like any other day. In the past I've had friends tell me that You will cry through out the ceremony, and I've had friends tell me that You would be so excited but in my case neither happened. I sat in the front listened to the entire thing and I didn't feel a ( Read more... ) -
not happy
Everytime when it seems that I am one step closer to being happy and having everything seem to go reomotely myway somethying has to go wrong...I feel as if though I'm stuck in a dark alley trying to getout and no one is able to help me. I feel anxious and I feel as if I can't feel happy and I"m hopeless! As of right now I dont know what I want ( Read more... )
