Gosh it's been so long since i've updated a journal entry on this thing that i don't even know where to begin. I mean 29 weeks is more then half a year since the last time i even logged on to this thing! Well i guess we will just talk about the present! School has started up for the winter semester (yippee) and I am sick....this blows! I am ( Read more... )

So i guess this is going to be like some routine where I write in this journal every six months or so! Lol! Well Lets see lots has happened since i last updated I guess, I mean I've gone to florida with kyle for our anniversary...I've gone to a couple of tigers games...which were totally sweet! Hmm....I guess I'm looking forward to finishing school ( Read more... )

Odly enough I rarely ever journal anymore but i guess it's never to late to write in here! Things are going great now I'm actually really happy and complete! I guess things are starting to look up for me and hell maybe the end of the world isn't here!

I was talking to jesse the other night, talking about all the changes in life, and how much changing we've done in the past few months! While it seems impossible that we are the way we are from a few months ago, i truly believe I've changed for the better, I've matured, and I've gained independence. Something I hope to never lose again! I am happy ( Read more... )

It seems that I can't really find the true love of my life. It's funny how it works since the only time you'll ever find true love is when you're not looking but when you're searching they're no where to be found. I miss being in love, I miss having that sense of security, that sense of happiness, that sense of satisfaction. I miss having ( Read more... )

I've spent so much time after jesse has contacted me about what i should do! How i should exactly feel, and if i should move on. Kyle has been nothing but sturdious and gentle to me. I've always felt that maybe one day jesse will come around and realize how much he screwed up and how much he can't live with out me and such but to be honest i think ( Read more... )

My sister has been throwing a fit lately because she hasn't gotten the okay from my parents so she can go on springbreak with a few of her friends! Poor gal, oh well! I on the other hand is quite nostalgic for being in love. Rummaging through my room the other day made very sad. I'm upset for the fact that I was so much in love with jesse that now ( Read more... )

Wow alot has happened since the last time i wrote on here. First off I'm no longer with jesse. Infact I hadn't talked to him in like 2 months and all of the sudden he messages me off myspace. Now we're talking again but whatever. I miss him in a sense because of what we had, but as of relationship wise i dont really miss him at all. Oh yeah I found ( Read more... )

Wow lets see what i can say there have been so many changes since the last time i wrote here it's not even funny! I no longer am dating jesse! He's a complete cock sucker! I am now with a guy named kyle and instead of feeling happy i'm picking him apart for no apparent reason! just because i can i suppose and i'm dooming our relationship before it' ( Read more... )

IT's raining outside and for the last couple of days i've felt kinda lonely and everythings' been going so awfully wrong. I had to work tuesday and it probably started this bad mood bad luck thing. Ever since i've been somewhat under the gray clouds and it kinda sucks because everything bad seems to happen to me and i'ts miserable because to add on ( Read more... )