i feel like crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man things have been pretty crappy lately. I've cried sooo much. And what makes me feel even worse if that theres noone here for me anymore. I have like 1 person to turn to now. And some people im jsu sooo over. i've tried so hard and gotten nothing in return, so when it comes to them wanting something i'll just laugh at them. Im not being used ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday miki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

im just being really moody, but guh ( Read more... )

You know what FUCK CENTERLINK!!!!!!!
k so suposedly i owe centerlink over $4000, pffft. I cried alot yestday. how the fuck am i gonna pay that back? i dont even have a job. SO now i have to attempt to sort shit out, without breaking down. I'm such a dumbass, its my own fault. but i dont wanna deal with it. FUCKERS!!!!!!!

For the past week ive been totally depressed. its been really sucky. makes me mad. I dunno why. I'll just get really upset for no reason at all, then im in a bad sad mood and i dont know why an i start getting all emotional and i dont fucking know why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think alot of it had to do with the whole friend dilema thang, and it all ( Read more... )

So went to next last night, which was totally fun, but didnt end all that well, but hey. So, elise was gone before we even got there, which was awesome. I brought her drinks and watched her dance. She cracked on to this dikey bikey fat chick with a duur rag, hehehe it was funny. So i couldnt do an all nighter casue i totally had to work the next. ( Read more... )

hmmm....something exciting ( Read more... )

Fuck its soo scary. Theres nothing i can do but worry. stefs had like 4 seiziers in the past month, normally he has like one/2 a year. its horrible, its like i completly lose him for a while, he has a fit, finally wakes up, doest remember anything, is totally spaced out, get frustrated and angry with himself then falls asleep for hours and hours. I ( Read more... )

ok so ive been in one of those moods lately where im annoyed with everything im doing and questioning if im wasting my time. I really wanna go back to uni cause i want something to do, holidays are getting to the ever so boring stage, i feel like im wasting oodles of time doing nothing, which pisses me off, right off i tells ya!!! I found out about ( Read more... )