oh simple things...where have you gone ( Read more... )

fyi: i hate my job. i lack the patience to take shit from a 12 year old kid. i don't like being hit. i don't like being told to mind "my own business" or "duhhhh" when i'm trying to point out that he's doing something wrong. i especially don't like realizing that some of the things that annoy me the most about him are qualities that i have. also ( Read more... )

thank you. thank you for making me realize that there is more to life than working. there are friends to laugh and cry with. there's dancing to be done. there's a strength to be gained that i couldn't have fulfilled with you by my side. there's the realization that maybe i am a little too moody, a little too demanding, a little too clingy. ( Read more... )

so here i am again.

i live near a swamp. the air is always humid and sings love songs to the mosquitoes. people often ask me why i would choose to live near a swamp with its dangers living beneath its murky surface. i reply the same each time. "a swamp represents me and you in that way. murkiness shrouds our true selves protecting our hearts from rejection. so ( Read more... )

wow it's been 4 months since i wrote. a lot has happened and yet nothing at all has happened. tonight was a much needed night of connections among roommates and mucho bonding. it feels good to have people in my life again that laugh at my jokes and admire my dancing and that i can trust with things i wouldn't normally indulge in. it's hard to ( Read more... )

things are getting tough for me. i find that the more sheltered i am from all the girls that matter to me the more i dread going out. i also am thinking that i rely way too much on the boy to make me happy. it's so cliche but so true that i need to work on myself in order to be happy. i'm so scared of life, of failing, of falling apart before ( Read more... )

i tend to be self destructive when anything good comes my way. i often know what i'm doing wrong when i'm doing it, but there's something in me that just can't stop my actions. i don't know if i'll ever change, and that is most unfortunate ( Read more... )

so losing weight can be great for some people, but right now i'm not all that impressed because now nothing fits me right and i don't want to go and get a whole new wardrobe just incase i gain the weight back during school. i am going to write a book though on diets. it'll be called the burgler diet because what you do is eat about a million ( Read more... )

so i finally made my way down to ec today to straighten out my housing and whatnot. i've been placed in townhouse one with the ra...yippee. not all that excited about it but hell, it's way better than having no housing. plus, i'm on a wait list for a single. it was nice seeing the other hometown since this town is getting old, but i can definitely ( Read more... )