i find myself starting to feel like fragments. i've decided that i'm self-destructive when it comes to friendships. maybe i'm so unhappy with who i am i project onto others and things just cease. i've been thinking a lot lately about how much my life ebbs and flows. i can line up all the summers where i have a life filled with going out and ( Read more... )

who ever is reading this and pretending to be jeff by entering his screen name: well get a life, grow some balls and use your own because neither one of us is impressed. thanks, and have a lovely day.

so i take it back about lili's being slow. holy moly it was crazy this weekend. i was like stressing out to the max which translates into me getting no sleep because when i'm stressed i dream about what i'm stressing about so i'm still stressing when i sleep so there's like no relaxation to be had ( Read more... )

so lili's is like way slower in the business department than it was in previous years. it kind of sucks because when it's busy the hours go by so much faster ( Read more... )

after being scolded by jillian nikole i have decided that i should prolly do a better job updating this thing...but i warn you it's going to say the same stuff alllll summer because my life is that dull during the warm days ( Read more... )

not much to say. things are good. job is decent. boy is great. fam is dandy. only thing new is i read a book that i picked up randomly because i was wasting time in barnes and nobles down in ct and now i'm like so inspired to teach in the ghetto (not like it would actually happen because i would prolly pee my pants in fright but still the ( Read more... )

i'm definitely mildly annoyed with today. first off, target was disappointing and didn't have my lip gloss or hair stuff i wanted. then work was wicked boring and lame because not that many people want to eat ice cream in the rain. the boy is mia, or more like his phone must be mia because i haven't heard back from him allllll day. and i was ( Read more... )

although i was extremely tired tonight i'm very happy that i went out and got to see zach. it has been much too long since i saw him last and no matter how much time goes by he knows me oh so well. it just made me happy about things because talking about how great some things in life are makes me appreciate that they are there even more. plus he ( Read more... )

so here i am: home for the summer. massive amount of unpacking to be done, which can't be started until i know if i'm moving into my sister's room or not. i can't believe summer is here already. this semester flew by but didn't. i guess it just never really went the way i expected it to, but one aspect of it i'm definitely thankful for. otherwise ( Read more... )

life always seems better when the sun is shining...even if it really isn't going all that great.

less than two weeks to go and i'm outta here...whoaaa