okay, let's start off with the good ( Read more... )

oh, you are so creative and witty...

last semester seemed so much better...*sigh*

who am i kidding...i have nothing ( Read more... )

i have this innate desire to make people happy or better yet, to not let people down. that's what i feel like i've been doing constantly lately...and the feeling of letting people down really isn't a good one. but hell, i don't fit into a mold as much as i try to make myself into what people expect. in the end i can't be fake. i don't like you. any ( Read more... )

on nights like this i wonder if maybe i have been leading the life of a hermit crab. i start to question my values and why they are differ so much from other people. like, how much did my upbringing affect me to this point where i'm content sitting in my room watching tv. like is that abnormal and everyone else that just wants to go out and drink ( Read more... )

procrasinating because i'm super unmotivated to do anything that actually would benefit me. instead i've decided to just take a lot of quizzes because i'm super duper cool like that...


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okay, maybe i'm bias but i don't think that the olsen twins should have been only number 87 on the top 100 hottest celebs on vh1...hi, they're way hotter than demi moore or britney and there's two of them. and here's a lil side note, maybe i'm weird or something, but how are hips considered sexy? ewww, don't like them unless you're like bowlegged ( Read more... )

sometimes, well a lot of the time, i get scared. i can't find my voice to express all the thoughts and emotions twirling about. so these thoughts and emotions continue to whirl picking up speed until the repetition drives me into a mood of sadness, anger, confusion. yes, a lot of confusion about why i'm so scared to interrupt silence. to admit to ( Read more... )

i'm so tired right now that as i was driving back from home i was seeing things that really didn't exist. plus, it's making me an emotional mess. i must still be on italy time or something. all i can think about is how i have a war going on inside of me and i don't know if i'm just scared and running away or how i'm really feeling about things and ( Read more... )

umm, yeah, hi, it's me again. haha funny times last night. got to see my girl cheryl and catch up on what's goin on in each others lives, which is kind of a lot because we haven't talked in forever. all my other girls got hammered...hahaha. i was definitely the most sober one out of the group. the men here in italy are so sketch. they act like ( Read more... )