sometimes i wish i could go back to the way it was when it was easy ( Read more... )

So i was STUPID and looked at your page...and on it I saw what you wrote about being with her for a year and realizing she was the one on New Years last year when you were kissing ME. Then realizing that what everyone told me...how you introduced her as your girlfriend...they were right...you played me like you played the other girls...and I don't ( Read more... )

It's funny how much you grow from your experiences....especially those that you don't think you can ever get up from. It's amazing how I can look at certain guys and be like "wow I've dated you before, moving on", or how I can look at certain friends and just know that they aren't meant to be in my life. For the first time I'm standing up to people ( Read more... )

honestly i think thats where I've gotten at this point. I have my ups and my downs and this week I think I'm back to sinking low and to pitying myself, which I hate. However, 2 heartbreaks in a year is a new record, honestly, who can say that for themselves? I dated two complete douche bags and kept the same pattern with both of them and ended up ( Read more... )

in SD, he's sleepin right now....so nice to be with him here, i've missed him a lot....but being here with him makes me believe that we're going to make it, that we are going to be okay.

im in love...its pretty simple...and it's fabulous.

wow, 21....it feels kind of weird, but in a good way...Im finally realizing that I can't keep everyone in my life that I've tried so hard to keep...I now need to just let things flow, I can't keep living my life worried about what someone thinks about me or if I did something to piss someone off or live my life walking on egg shells ( Read more... )

i hate when my mind races and i have a million things going through it. i swear, i need to learn to stop....take a step back, and stop psyching myself out soo much. im coming to a point in my life where unfortunatly i feel as though im having a harder time trusting people, even those who have been closest to me. i dunno why im feeling this way, but ( Read more... )

i have that feeling in my stomach where it's all in knots and butterflies, but in a good way....i really really really hope this feeling lasts cuz everytime i see him or look into his eyes or see him smile or when he kisses me or holds my hand or runs his fingers through my hair my heart skips a beat. i look at him and think, this has to be too ( Read more... )

thank you Nicole

I know you had a lot to do with it :)

Love you and miss you

i have a crush :)

hehe aww so giddy, finally yay!!