5 years ago, I left someone and something behind. I left behind someone that to this day I still have a great amount of feelings for behind and now that I think about it 5 years later in the Summer of 2010, it is coming back to haunt me. Only if there were someway I could talk to her. Hear her or even see her. I am now in my own personal hell.

Thought I would post for you for the first time in 3 and a half years. For those who have been wondering, I am doing well and am now getting ready to go back to school for my accounting degree. Accounting? Some of you are wondering but time changes everything in the long run. I am still being my usual self but I am also working in the pool ( Read more... )

I have a stomach virus and have been puking my guts out. I am reduced to eating apple sauce and dry toast. I also have to miss work today maybe tomorrow.

My mom turns 40 tomorrow and I am glad that I am here to see it. 2 out of the last 3 years, I was AWOL from this occasion. Someday, I hope to go with her to Hawaii and see my great-great-grandfather's burial site in Pearl Harbor. It is always a day of mixed emotions for me. Things I can celebrate and things I can mourn. I ask all of you to give a ( Read more... )

This is December and i must confess that I am so happy that football is nearing the playoffs. Seattle and Indianapolis clinched playoff berths. Seattle won their division before Indianapolis and is in 1st place in the NFC playoff picture. Lets play some football Monday night style. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

My brother Michael has been gone for a week and nobody can find him. He has been diagnosed with schizophrania. I believe he is hitch hiking across the country to find me. He has been taking his medication all this time and I am worried about him. One way or another, I will find him.

I went to a computer store Wednesday and bought a desktop and am now able to post here. Everything is up and running fine. I have a job interview set up for Monday @ 1 PM at the local computer store. I might also have a job making 5 figures a year. Fingers are crossed. I am really stoked. i am going to win the World Series of Poker within 2 years. ( Read more... )

I am having fun with the weather in the northwest. The rain just ruins a perfectly good day. I found out that I can communicate with the dead. I figured out what happened with Miss31's ghost and his corpses. I will tell the right people later on only when they ask. I have an unusual habit of visualizing deaths of people in distress. I will close ( Read more... )

I take the car in next week to get the car surveyed and mom goes to the hospital tomorrow. I also have a job interview with UPS next Tuesday in the morning and could possibly get a job with UPS working in the mornings part-time. I also am expecting a call from InterCon on Thursday sometime. GOD this shit sucks really bad!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish Miss31 ( Read more... )

My mom is crying because a kidney infection and she has a temperature of 100.2 degrees. The doctor says that if it gets worse, to bring her in to the emergency room. I am worried. I know that I have to be strong for her. I will close for now. 2-5 Chris