I guess I’ll try to cut this down to size considering everyone like my small blogs. Life is sending me through hurdles like crazy. Idk I guess I was always used to seeing my friends everyday and feeling welcome and loved and now it’s just different. I do see em but not as often and I have to meet new people (which isn’t bad) but it’s just weird I ( Read more... )

Well good morning!!!

Gosh I’m out of it. I just woke up out of the blue here about 15 minutes ago (4:30am) from this extremely strange dream. I was at work (heavenly ham) and this lady wanted me to make her 3 sandwiches. For the life of me I could not make these sandwiches and nobody else would help me out, like they were all busy or something. ( Read more... )

 
Well very few people  know that I was in the ER yesterday evening till this afternoon. I was actually working last night...and i was actually sitting down and long story short: I felt my heart go irregular again and it was going fast. I finally got someone to cover for me then my step-dad Rick picked me up and took me to the hospital.

Mom hooked me ( Read more... )

Future wife, where are you? I really need you right now to comfort me. Even though I may not know you now I miss you terribly. I look forward to all the fun things we will do and the memories and laughter we will share together. I do have the greatest feeling that you will be quite amazing considering I've struggled looking for you. I hope your not ( Read more... )

Talk about spinning around. My last blog was all about how happy and jolly I was after losing Sara...well I'm an idiot. I really think I'm going crazy right now. I'm throwing my own little pitty-party in a way. I'm sick of life treating me like crap..but I deserve it for how much I put in...psh..none?

I really have no faith in myself more less God ( Read more... )

 
Well hello once again...how is everyone? Well I am doing pretty darn good...considering the so-called "slump" I have been going through. God has really done something and really given me much more than I could have asked for. I really appreciate my mom a lot for talking to me today about how she went through hard times and it really encouraged me ( Read more... )

Well. Hi.

My life is just nothing at the moment. I've discovered everything revolved around Sara..stupidly and now since we broke up, it's been hard.

Let me start off by saying a few things. 1. I'm not mad at Sara. 2. I'm not doing this to get back at her 3.Don't say anything about her either. Thanks..lol

Really the reason I am writing this is to ( Read more... )

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     Well crap. Well this is my 2nd run through..lol. Awesome download of the yahoo toolbar made me have to start over. So anyways…

How is everyone??!?! Lol. Well I'm doing alright. I can't really say I have been doing "so many new things" or anything, but I mean heck School and Work is hard enough to keep track of. Then you have to think of ( Read more... )

 
Well hello everyone!!! Gosh sorry about not writing on here..I keep noticing people looking at my blogs..and well I'm assuming people are looking for a new one or are enjoying my old ones..lol. So I have been up to a lot lately. I'm gonna just shortly recap.

I have been so busy with school, Sara, and my newly acquired job @ Heavenly Ham..you guys ( Read more... )