Things are finally starting to fall into place it seems. I'm back to just the one job and I'm already way happier. I seem to have a plan for my future that doesn't involve me leaving which is always good. I just wish I could start my school so I can really begin the rest of my life. It's really weird because it seems more and more everyday that I'm ( Read more... )

things have been super amazingly crazy the past few weeks. it almost seems like i've lost my mind lol. i've been workin a shit load like 65hours a week and crap but i've been making so many new friends and going out and enjoying my youth lol. my best friends are about to have a baby, my sister is gonna have a baby, i have a new girl, things just ( Read more... )

Things have seemed a little strange the last few days. Old feelings coming around. New interests from out of the blue have been confusing my mind. I really just want to get away from a day or two just to kinda clear my head out. Can't seem to choose weather to go alone or not. I want to see the ocean and the rocks. It's been so long since I've seen ( Read more... )

well things didn't really go the way i thought they would. it was just one of those days i guesss. getting ready to work another double tommorrow. i'm trying hard not to think about it. i can't wait till i get the chance to go out again. it just sux haveing to work doubles sometimes cuz i can't enjoy the night life sometimes. i'm really glad i have ( Read more... )

Here i am working two jobs like i never thought i would. one for lexus and one at petsmart as an early morning stocker. it's tough but it's life. gotta do what ya gotta do to get by. things otherwise are going ok. a little strange here and there but ok. it must be true that opposited attrack, or at least there is some truth to the statment. i've ( Read more... )

holy crap i can't believe i still have a livejournal! i lost my password it's been so long. so much has happend there is no way to put it all in. so i won't i'll go with the recent. my birthday has came and past and it was fairly lame i was in bed by 1130. but can't really blame anyone but me in that case. things have been a little crazy lately. i ( Read more... )

work is extremely lame. i really think i have a depression problem which is very sad to me. then again i could just be a head case that loves attention. "look at me! look at me!" my only true problems are my own inabilities. perhaps someday i'll fix it but i always say i will and never do so i'll say it again maybe some day ( Read more... )

this seem strange but right. i feel i'm in a very weird state of mind. i want so bad to write and write well. but whenever i try and create something or do come up with something it is sad or depressing. even if that's not the way i feel. like now, i'm perfectly happy other than i can't sleep and i feel like puking everywhere. but if i were to ( Read more... )

“Such a nice day ( Read more... )

i'm a weird kid ( Read more... )