wow my life is predictable. things were beginning to pile up like they always do and tonight things were capped off with tabi breaking up with me. i've seen it coming the last few days but gave her the benefit of the doubt like i always do in relationships. my mom is still in the hospital and i still can't drive my damn truck. it's time for me to ( Read more... )

things are just weird right now. i got my truck and i love it but i pissed off my best friend today. and my mom is in the hospital again. she's ok but i'm just really tired of this happening to her, every year for the last 6 years she's been in there for some reason or another. i havn't seen tabi in a awhile and that sux. something is wrong and she ( Read more... )

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i love being happy. and i love having someone who makes me happy. i'm so content it's scary
-adamo

things are...well i can't really explain. things have changed a bit recently. alaska is drivin me crazy in a lot of ways. but i don't know it's a weird feeling. this is a bad word to compare it to but it's like love you just can't ever explain it. speaking of which i have found someone very special to me. well i know her from a long time ago but ( Read more... )

things are kinda weird right now. alaska seems a lot different this time around. i don't know how to explain it. but it's not fun, i'm working more now. i'm up to 91hrs a week. i'm not eating all that much, and i don't feel good at all. but anyway maybe things will get better. i hope anyway. i just need to come home and soon. i miss tabi, she makes ( Read more... )

so this is kinda weird...it's dark out...lol i've been in alaska for the last 3 weeks working. i'm finally home for my only week off this summer and it's been awesome so far. my first day i saw my boys which was good cuz we have good times always. that same day i saw some of my best buddies like the brandy and katie. lizz and joel are pretty cool ( Read more... )

so here i am...in alaska...what the fuck am i doing here? i don't really know, i guess cuz i need the money for school and everything. but i can not stop thinking about everyone back home. Tabi, Hayley, Katie, Brandy, the boys, Whitney, Brenda, Kelly freaking everyone. i don't really have anything to distract me either. the work is just simple ( Read more... )

So yeah I'm leaving tonight and I'll be gone for like 8 weeks!!!! This shit is just wrong! I saw people last night which was good. And I finally saw Tabi which freakin made my day. I havn't seen her in about 5 years and it was just really awesome to finally get a chance to see her. It really sucks she lives way out in bumfuck Port Orchard. But I'll ( Read more... )

i don't really know how i feel right now. my dad was here this weekend and i don't know. i'm happy as hell grad is over though. i feel like i kinda screwed up some stuff, hmmm shit...i'm out
-adamo