I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.

-Henry David Thoreau-

This is my last LJ post. I think I don't need it anymore. Always.

I really do NOT appreciate anything that was said about me last night. None of it was true and it really hurts my feelings and it was the LAST straw. I feel unwanted and not good enough for you guys anymore and I'm not the only one. Yes, I am posting this on LJ b/c every single one of you will read this. Do whatever you want, feel how ever you ( Read more... )

drama sucks. period.

Yeah, another migraine. All this stress for the past two weeks has just been too much for my body to handle. So for the past two days, I haven't done anything except go to work. My mom gave me one of her really good pain killers and I was loaded all day. It was awesome. However, she did have to follow me home b/c I was seeing a little extra of ( Read more... )

I had a migraine today and missed class. I hate not going, but my medicine is really strong and makes me feel like I'm going to be sick. I am changing neurologists after I turn 19, so maybe he can help me out. I've been on about 10 different medications for them since I was 12, I think. Hopefully there will be something new or improved as they ( Read more... )

I really wonder sometimes, do I really know what I'm waiting so impatiently for? Am I sure that my standards are where they need to be set and I am sticking to them? Am I sticking to the standards I've set for myself? I can't want anything more than to live up to what God has asked of me and until then I'm not ready for anything "serious." My ( Read more... )

Search Me, O God, And Know My Heart ( Read more... )

I'm over at Mallory's watching the game, and its not that much of an entertaining game in the first place. The commercials suck, my pizza was a little soft, and the game, well the Patriots aren't winning, so I'm not happy. Oh well. I've had a good past few days. I found out something that really pissed me off, but I'm dealing with it and I'm ( Read more... )

A little note to ALL people who read this ( Read more... )

Dear Abba ( Read more... )