I just hate everything right now. i need a job.

i dont know how to even describe what i'm feeling.. just blah. bored and icky feeling. I just hate it. i want to punch someone in the face.

grrrrr...

forgot to mention i think... maddy says daddy and dada... and also jake... and jj.

Maddy gets into everything.. and today we were sitting on our bed and we were munching on spicy doritos. and she kept grabbing them... so it was time for her to learn her lesson that big people's food is not for maddy ( Read more... )

I am a horrible  weight loss buddy. the poor woman who was paired with me to help motivate and lose weight with. oh you poor soul. it pretty much sucks to be you.

There's just too much chocolate between me and a random stranger online.

I want another tattoo. dont know where... dont know what. dont know when. hmmm...

INSOMNIA !

I like the  show the biggest loser. Its kind of motivating.. and comforting in the same way. i've been getting more comfortable with my size and really coming to terms with my body type. but at the same time i dont know if thats really all that good. i dont want to get too comfortable as is. but for the moment its nice to know i'm not the only ( Read more... )

 our landlord is actually being pretty cool. he was really nice on the phone today. the house is clean. this is the cleanest we've kept it in a long time. its clean for the most part, but then in the morning we get up and pick up the rest of whats messy and then get a clean house for the whole day. what a concept huh ( Read more... )

 i love rascal flatts. !!!!

our kitties are  gone. they left last night. but them leaving if freeing in a way. now i dont have to have our curtains closed all the time. now lemar can come by whenever he wants and i dont have to play not home. plus our apartment is cuter then anyone's here. lol so i want to show it off.

but i miss the kitties. jake is still here.