i'm so exhausted. the bags under my eyes just keep getting darker....

i am determined to get my bed back. i have a nice queen bed, warm and comfy flannel sheets, and a new textured bed set. and that all goes to hell when madison sleeps sideways, or kicks us in the ribs. I am determined to get my bed back ( Read more... )

 i just broke one of my beautiful french tip acryllic nails on maddys high chair when i was putting it away. its 30 to replace and then fill them all again. and i know my family could use 30 bucks some other way. i dont mind having to sacrifice for the fam. things are getting tighter but everyone has everything they need. maddy has diapers, cavon ( Read more... )

 so jumping back on the wedding band wagon.. i get to eliminate a few people because my family seems to think they need to be worthless bitches. so no grandma day, and her stupid bitching about how we make her sick because we're not married etc. no sharon, no jackie. maybe paula.

its gonna take like a week for the roof to be repaired. fuck.

cats  are at the babysitters. lamar thinks he's going to be a sneak and surprise us and catch us with a cat. little does he know that i'm already 3 steps ahead of him. woot woot. apartment is clean too. i dont care what he says when he comes over today. we only have about two months or until i get my income tax. and i should get bank back because ( Read more... )

i am  really on this chocolate kick. no not food. the color chocolate. chocolate and ligjt pink. wouldnt those be really pretty for a wedding? cavon would never go for pink. he's already said. but I will convince him. and none of you bitches better steal it... just kidding. well about the bitches part anyway.

 i hate our landlord. 2 more months!!! woot woot. i just fucking hate him. he'll be here sometime in the next couple of days to check our roof. he's all pissy because one, he saw our cat. and two he's been twice in two days and i havent been home. all he has to do is call. he has both of my numbers. why cant he just call. something just feels weird ( Read more... )

so my landlord somehow saw bailey when he knocked on our door last night. fuck

 not preggo woot woot! but my tummy hurts. :(