nothing special happened today. i didn't do anything anywhere...i just sat there coloring in my organizer. my creative writing teacher basically told me my poem about the wolf was shit. which i thought it was actually quite fucking amazing, but oh well. i suck. i got in trouble from katie for cutting myself last night, but you know what oh well. i ( Read more... )

the news of today...my mother officially hates me and i am officially upset with myself. things that shouldn't have happened, could have been prevented, and most people will oppose have happened and i couldn't be any happier. tear away at my flesh with a pair of rusty old scissors and watch the lies pour from my wounds. fuck fuck and uhh...oh yea

now to update this shizzy ( Read more... )

...piss in a hat

sheep are on the table. ok yes today was oh so fucking eventful, just like everyother goddamn day of my life.

1st period- Nothing...stood in the darkroom talking to people because i didn't have my negatives

2nd period- Nothing again! i just sat there eating my scrumptulicous otis spunkermeyer cookies, if they didn't have raisins ( Read more... )

my fucking appendages are cold and i've found a way out of my punishment. so i should go and clean even though i don't feel like it. hmm...what caused me to choose no punishment over money? ...the cool people...the cool people. :P fully aware that i am a loser. i ate tater tots with syrup today...i ate popcorn with syrup today...i ate ice cream ( Read more... )

I hate it when I do this, but I just made myself cry once again. First out of anger, then out of happiness. Me, being the curious person that I am, wandered onto the eannuzzi's website just to take a look around, because jessica had showed it to me before, but I only got a glimpse of it. So of course I have to look at every picture and it amazes me ( Read more... )

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i've come to the conclusion that human beings suck...they lead you to believe one thing, but then the next minute they are telling you you're wrong for believing that. almost everyone's a hypocrite. for this reason, my anger builds. i'm tired of being yelled at for pointless reasons and never being able to plead my case. fuck superiority, i'll ( Read more... )

I don't even know where my poems have dissapeared to...i think most of them are saved on the other username ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun. f-u-n bitch. we went up to the library and walmart ate some food, walked laura up to pathmark then got my shoe stolen and had to go on a scavenger hunt for it...it was hidden in the scrabble box. then i beat kim with pens and she basically raped me. it was fun...it truely was ( Read more... )