i would write this long and detailed entry about my day and yesterday at the library which was fucking hysterical...buuut...i must be going retrieve pants...because mine are wet because of puddles outside and then must go to the library to meet rachel :) so i will update you on this oh so interesting life when i get home...hah i just lied to my ( Read more... )

my day was interesting...not really ( Read more... )

hmm now what did i do today? made my contact sheet in photo and it came out like shit and ms. maio was actually nice to me ( Read more... )

what happened as of yesterday that i didn't write? oh yes...suppossedly i'm banned from the computer. while i was in the shower, my mother took down my away message and somebody invited me into a chat and she was talking to them and i couldn't tell her who it was because i didn't even know, so i got a whole other lecture about going online and blah ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...today was boring ( Read more... )

well im in a much better mood than i was this morning. mom apologized somewhat by doing things for me...it was quite strange. then kim, lauren, and rachel abducted me and i was the quiet little shit that i am when i'm around people for the first time, but it was cool. kim tried to steal a shopping cart, but that didn't work out to well lol. we ( Read more... )

I just had my mother tell me what a horrible daughter i was, what a horrible friend i am, what a horrible animal owner i am, what a horrible person i am in every single fucking aspect. And seriously it makes me wonder why all those times I didn't kill myself. Because really...am i worth anyone's time? In almost all the world's opinion...not i'm not ( Read more... )

I seize this pain which has buried itself beneath my heart, in hope that one day I can liberate this awkward hate, which rests upon these bloodshot eyes ( Read more... )

[ Current Clothes ] tshirt, enourmous sweatshirt and underwear lol ( Read more... )

i think i'm giving up on myself. i've tried so hard to please everyone, but these few past years i've managed to fuck everything, twice over. there is no more clarity behind right and wrong...and i am suddenly finding no reason to even try to search for it. it all seems so hopeless, happiness was only a mere hope that would never be recieved. i've ( Read more... )