Well, 5 days up north was NOT enough!!! I had sooooo much fun!! It was sooo nice to see Mike V again. He's my right arm, bc up there we didn't do anything apart, pretty much. Mike H & Scott said we were 'cute' bc we were flirting so much. But it was fun and he's a great guy!!! And we're still in the puppy love stage, lol. My group was good, there ( Read more... )

Can once in my life I be more that just a friend?? Not just one of the guys??? I'm dont want to be pessimistic..and I know God has a plan for my life..but right now...I'm gonna be pessimistic.

I'm so sick of meeting great guys and having them live too far, or have girlfrirends, or just not work out. I do LOVE all my guy friends to death and there ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a few days. The past few days have been blah. I've been battling a bad headache that even now after 3 vicodin is still there.Oh well. More Vic's then bed.

Work has been fun!! I love my babies, they're gettin sooo big!!! They're all starting to talk!! Alex & Angeline are talking ALOT, they dont shut up!!! Just like me!! ( Read more... )

Well, today was fun!!! My whole fam came over and it was a great time!! Lara is sooooo cute!! Sammie LOVES my jeep. "Kimie Jeep!! Kimie Jeep!!" Then I sat her on the roll cage with me, and she LOVED that!!She like having the top off!!! lol I got to feed Lara. My dad let me drink, it was crazy!! It's wierd sitting around drinking beer with my ( Read more... )

Thursday May 26 was prolly one of the hardest days of my life. I buried a man who had become an influencial part in my life. Bob Lague was laid to rest in a quiet lil country cemetary on a dirt road in western michigan. Bobby loved the outdoors and it was his kinda place to spend eternity. The funeral itself I'm not so sure about. The rev was a lil ( Read more... )

WEll, thursday was hard...VERY hard. But I got through it!! It was so hard to see Bobby in the casket, I was just jokin with the guy 4 days before!!! Mike(his gf's son) looked lost, I felt so bad for him. I think I'm taking this so hard bc I spent last weekend with him. And I think something thats helping get me through is knowin said Goodbye, ( Read more... )

Well tommorrow is the funeral. I'm so scared...I dont know how I'm gonna get through. I did so good today...I didnt cry, I was really proud of myself. Then I was talking to my mom and thinking about the funeral and going to the cematary and everything...and I just lost it. I went outside and just started bawlling!!! Tommorrow is gonna be so hard. I ( Read more... )

You guys awesome!!! Thank you so much for the support!!!

The funeral is Thrusday and I actually found waterproof eye liner!!! I'm gonna need it!! The funeral is in Ludington and we're gonna fly there. My first time flying and Im gonna be crying. My dad is gonna be a pallbearer(or however the hell you spell it). Thursday is gonna suck, just plain ( Read more... )

( I Will Remember You )

Its still so unreal. THANK YOU to all my friends who have listened or said they'd be my shoulder to cry on!!! You really see who your real friends in the bad times!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Thanks for the support I need it. I know you're all there for me, and I GREATLY appreciate it!!! And I'm there for you!!!

I'll be doing good for hours, then I'll ( Read more... )