18,000.

24,000.

Really  whats next?

If you're ever looking for the definition of selfish, I know someone who exemplifies it.

I think Saturday night my life exploded. And finally, I had that moment where shit hits the fan and I let everything out. It also could have been the fact that I was horribly plastered out of my mind but I do vividly remember laying on my bedroom floor with laura's drunk ass passed out on the futon, bawling my eyes out only to have Meghan and ( Read more... )

I honestly think that yesterday was the greatest day of my life ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding my phone like a plague. I legitimately miss phone calls or I'm not in the room when I get texts, but I still don't listen to the voicemails. Ever since that day that I got those voicemails, I just have a hard time listening to any ( Read more... )

People make me sick. Certifiably sick ( Read more... )

Eating egg rolls and other Market Day food at 2 in the morning with my cousin, who has turned into more of my best friend lately, is just what's needed.

Our lives suck. Honestly, they really really do, and when people screw us over, or don't care enough to be there for us, we're there for each other. 
And it's nice.

In all of the things that make my ( Read more... )

$18,000.

One year of my schooling. Gone.

On selfishness.

Lately, all people are are a disappointment. And I just want to throw it in their face and call their bullshit, but that's not going to make me a better person. It's not going to wake something up inside and force me to reevaluate something. I'm not really the one who needs to change. They're ( Read more... )

So here's where I bitch. And I'm sorry if it seems like that's all I do on here, but I really need to this time ( Read more... )

You know, when you get sick  with random ass mono and can't walk without blacking out, refuse to eat anything, and all you can do is lay on the couch, the people who check up on you, or dont, are pretty surprising ( Read more... )

I really really miss my brother today.

I can't do this alone anymore.

Twilight Zone.