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WELL I HAD A BAD DAY
Well my passion's gone away. Shitsorms won't end today. The whole thing turned around. Like a game of Pick Up Sticks, played by fucking lunatics. I've never felt so lonely, I wish someone could show me love. Nothing ever counts. Lashing out or breaking down, still somebody loses. It's over, boy. Everyone can tell. It's sad but it's true. I've got ( Read more... ) -
I need a blue sky holiday
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The best solution to a problem is to pretend there is no such problem
My very best friend Ashley said something to me not long ago, and it is quite the summation of how I feel right now. "I don't think I hate life.. I think life hates me"... So true. I'm so stressed out right now it's really uncool.
I love my mother. I know I always have... But I dunno. I was talking with Shellster a couple days ago, and it just got ( Read more... ) -
You're a little late, I'm already torn
Colorquiz.com says this aboot me!:
Needs peace and quiet. Desires a close and faithful partner from whom to demand special consideration and unquestioning affection. If these requirements are not met, is liable to turn away and withdraw altogether.
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I guess a whole lot has changed since I've seen you last...
Here I am... Lost in the light of the moon that comes through my window... Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses... It's you and the roses.... Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow. Heal me from all this sorrow as I let you go. I will find my way when I see your eyes...
March 14, 2006
Albert Lea, MNRiseSet
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As I think for tomorrow, I am filled with such sorrow
So I've been a bad boy, in the sense of I haven't been writing in my blog much. I've been wanting to... I've got a lot to say, but no energy to say it--a problem that I've often complained of. Lately (AKA like the past week) I've been sick with a wicked cold, but I'm getting better. Just in time for Spring Break! Woohoo! My Spring Break started ( Read more... ) -
Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same...
Keane is such a great artist. Very few songs have actually moved me. I mean certain songs have made me feel an emotion that is attached to a memory, like when you hear a certain song and think of a person. But Keane's music is so moving. Somewhere Only We Know caused so many mixed emotions, as is this song, "Everybody's Changing"... It really does ( Read more... ) -
It's now or never, and I'm not gonna live forever.
I don't even know where to start. Things seem okay on the surface, but crumbling at the core. I don't even know how to express the pain I feel anymore. Hence why this is my first blog entry in so long. I only have half an hour to write whatever it is I'm writing, because at 5:20 I have my first chapter test in Japanese. It's going to kill me even ( Read more... ) -
There's no way out
I'm kind of sick of myself. I'm so frusterated that I don't even know how how to express myself. My social life is the butt of every joke, and my academic life may as well be just as bad. I've been taking my anti-depressants again. And as I sit down to write this entry, there's so much I want to get out. But five sentences into it, I'm at a loss ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like I'm letting life slip away, like I'm passing up opportunities...Beautiful things seem plain, funny things seem lame. Challenge seems overrated. Exciting things bore me. Nothing's really alright. I'm fucking things up, but it's like I have no control. It's like I'm watching someone else screw things up for me. But the someone I'm ( Read more... )