ive been lost here waiting and hopeing for so long that i could get just one nice guy to come into my life and stick with it. just some one to call when i go to bed and say i love you and feel that pasion ignite hell to have some one in the bed to kiss good night. but no i have to sit here and hope that everything is happening for a reason that ( Read more... )

so i started going out with robbie on weds day but the thing is hes telling me today that he thinks its not gunna work out.....awsome. lol....why do i jump (as ashle said) head first into hell exspecting to land on the wings of an angle when realy the devil grabs me and pulls me down yanking on my heart and ripping me apart. awsome. right? happy ( Read more... )

so who dosnt want to go to work at 10 ? me. yeah so i hopeing that everything turns out better now that i have a small vacation...heres the plans for the week ( Read more... )

in this life we need to learn. if everything happens for a reason then we must wait them out but to live a life, an exsistince filled with unknown belifes then we confuse our selfs with wants and needs to fill us with the knowledge to complet those belifes and make them known not to others but to our self, being one person is more of a task then ( Read more... )

i hung out with some of the crazyest mofos tonight and im sad that i wont be seeing them for a while....i hope there going to be ok....tonight was good but im working the next three nights till close all three nights....gay. but yeah...im off. tomorow is a half day maybe i can squeez a nap in b4 work? hope full ( Read more... )

i want to be in a relationship so bad that some times its dumb i get mad, at my self, cause i feel like theres no one who wants me maybe im just being to picky? possability? i dont know i dont like it though and it makes me so mad to think that i let so many people fuck with my heart and i just let it happen there were so many warnings. i want to ( Read more... )

turn it around and see it from my perspective no one takes advantage of my coolness. knowing full well that i can actualy take care of my self and others...how i have before and last night adds to my list of insane friend savin....i would pick up her puke and hold her close when the demons of her past came back and now i can add that i would drag ( Read more... )

ron now is aparently trying to make scott think that i was talking shit about him and its funny cause he lies so much that no one belives him.. o the joys of having the ex from hell. i want to see what this will be like its funny to watch i wont lie cause i think about the futer and im excited i want to graduate so bad so that things can pick up.. ( Read more... )

i hung out with my sister and a some old friends and had a good day till ron tried to bring me down it was funny cause he was saying all this shit like i was ugly and that he only had sex with me MULTIPLE times a day because he wanted to get laid. i laughed. it was good he thinks he can bring me down with the shit he says but what he dosnt know is ( Read more... )

im 18 fucking years old. who knew? memories seems to be my subject of the day so i will talk about them for a sec. this website remindes me of 8th grade because i made this site in computer class with vera and katie and everyone sitting next to me and charly gave me a hug which was funny.this site is all about nashua and now i have to try and make ( Read more... )