were going to get rings not to prommes a proposal of any sort but to justfy that while hes away to college we will be faithfull in each other. i feel cold some times cause hes going for 4 years were gunna have to deal with happy summers and bitter winters. i love him though

almost two weeks and hes gunna be gone ( Read more... )

i wish manythings were different. i wish that i could be ok that i could just prestend and fake a smile like everyone elese around me seems to be able to but i feel damn it. i feel. and if you think im being immature or stupid or what ever im not. just cause your numb dosnt mean that i have to be.

taken. i finaly am taken ( Read more... )

18 years old, still in highschool and in 5 days im moving out on my own. i got a guy who i think could love me( some one even i could possably love) and im here. stressed about how im going to do this but im here. im ok. and i will be good. i just wanna know when the stress will melt away and apart of me wounders if chris will just be another thing ( Read more... )

i need to exspress my curent situation, all those of you who actualy read these things may coment ( Read more... )

so
men suck
hate
takes passion
i put so much passion into hate
i hate and i hate
hate
its a waste of passion
but cant stop
cause hate feels better then pain

he makes me smile when i cant
he shows me things i never saw befor
he breaks me apart
but i still love him
he's a gift
a curse
and a love
some thing i will always love but never get to have.

so when it all falls apart i can sit here and know that i can cry again ( Read more... )

im pissed off at the world what do i do ( Read more... )