Dropping into the well of dreams

A few hours ago I ate some fried shrimp. I could feel my heart flutter inside my shirt. The fluttering persisted for about an hour. I've felt it before but never from what I remember for so long. I called my dad and he put a nurse on the phone who he was with. She helped me take my heart rate and asked me a bunch of questions. The rate was a ( Read more... )

I stayed up late two nights ago thinking I didn't have to work in the morning then ended up having to work all day and night until 8 pm. Then last night I got decent sleep and woke up to this torment of a long bruising thought process with some people interaction mixed in but not much ( Read more... )

I got the last thing done today. Basically that means I'm done with "bad problems" in the short term and am ready to work on "good problems" now. In the mid term I guess I still have "bad problems" but they are a matter of perspective anyway. My favorite writer is still Virginia Woolfe. My favorite essay is A Room of One's Own. I like ( Read more... )

What happens when you are in between car non-problems ( Read more... )

Several months ago I learned that everyone has a problem. I had a problem and talked to some people about it then found out that everyone I talked to also had some kind of problem. Mine felt big at the time but regardless of the size of their's, they had problems as well. This last time, in a problem not as bad as the one I had a few months ago ( Read more... )

Still looking for lost keys. Should have metal detector today (or tomorrow) to help with that. Woke up to extremely strong smell of garlic this morning. 1 1/2 hours later I'm still trying to get it out of here. It won't be gone for a while. Lots of drama with rental house. That pretty much sums up what's on my mind right now. Going to see ( Read more... )

Lost keys while hiking in snow - going back tomorrow. If you or anyone you know have a metal detector let me know and we can work something out. Sooner the better. Thanks!

I was freezing and so tired so I ran home and put my ear plugs in and hid in my room thinking I would sleep. But the sleeping didn't happen and I updated photos even though I'm not a photo person, they need to get done and realized the picture has a major flaw. I'm pretty much the only person I know who wears a scarf indoors or gloves indoors or ( Read more... )

So, for some reason I have been a feeling person. If I feel good about something, I am happy with it. If I feel bad about it later, it's no longer a good thing and probably wasn't before either. I recognize that some people think feelings are a bad way to run your life. However, I have thought that in the end, if I feel good about what I have ( Read more... )