what it all boils down to is that summer sucks and work sucks. I know what I want but I dont ever get it without a huge fight and I am jsut not sure I want to fight anymore. I jsut want something to be REALLY easy. and I want to get a different job ( Read more... )

Well, to be perfectly honest, LJ is rather boring. The internet is boring as well and I find myself not returning emails or being online to chat or anything. It is too tedious. What I really want is to go somewhere. I would like to second Trillion's request to go to Madagascar, just because. I feel the travel itch and it is bad. I have been ( Read more... )

i havent given you all the pleasure of an entry in a while. for a while it was jsut drunk entries and noone liked that i guess, so i thought id try somrhting new. its now called, "jen's hung over and not in a good mood". last night was a good time though. pood is in alma and we hung out and we drank some beers then we went to the baseball house ( Read more... )

i really want to write in here. by that i mean i really want to want to write in here. but alas, i do not. i feel like i want to be disconnected for some reason. dont get me wrong, i am happy enough. actually i am quite happy. i am jsut starting to like meditation and thinking and dreaming and such. but i am still alive and well son dont ( Read more... )

i have been studying a bit and trying to enjoy the sunshine. thats all. it kills me everyday that i have nearly no control over my life in alma. i ahve to do work or i have to go here or there. grrr. i want to jsut do what i want when i want. 1 more year and then i can ( Read more... )

i have been studying a bit and trying to enjoy the sunshine. thats all. it kills me everyday that i have nearly no control over my life in alma. i ahve to do work or i have to go here or there. grrr. i want to jsut do what i want when i want. 1 more year and then i can ( Read more... )

correction: jewy came over and threw dirt at my window. we talked for a few minutes but no taquitos.

i think that my typing is ok today. it was honors day and my presentation on "the effects of altitude and a hyperbaric chamber on forced expiratory volume in one second, forced vital capacity, minute ventilatory volume, and peak flow" went very well. my parents came. murph didnt get too mervous. people enjoyed the presentation i thin. then my ( Read more... )

my life is boring. i do hw ( Read more... )

CLOSE! and i have done BOTH of those things

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