Well I have been doing a lot of thinking about somethings in my life and I am just going to drop them before they even get started. I mean I would like to persue it but I Know it will not work out. Well I dont know becuase one never really knows what is going to happen. I feel if I press the issue I am going to come out on the losing end. So I ( Read more... )

Why is it that we always want the ones we can not have. We always want that person that we think is just out of reach. I have been wracking my brain trying to figure out what I should do. Do I tell her how I am begining to feel or do I just keep it to myself? I do not know what I should do because I am afraid of what she might say. This is a ( Read more... )

Well what a strange day indeed. i was in the best mood I have been in a long time. I applied to GVSU today so I can try to start wrestling again. Work is cool. I got a phone call tonight a few minutes ago from a blocked caller and they hung up on me. I wish I knew who it was. I am not mad or anything I just get interested in who does these ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 300 people about this game.
• Erin is the one that you love.
• Heather is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Frank .
• Joe is the one who knows you very well.
• Will is your lucky star.
• I dont want to be is the song that matches with Erin.
• Daughters is the song for Heather.
• Bouelvard of broken ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a dream that felt so real that you wished it was. I had one last night and let me tell you what I wished it was real. It was like I was there. I dont really know what to think of it.In my dream the thing of it was I was at home sleeping and when I woke up she was there. Her and I started talking and everything was going reall ( Read more... )

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Awww no Valentine!

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. Thats right I am going to be immature and ill tempered for the rest of my life when it concerns you. I put up with all of your fucking bullshit for way to fucking long and I never should have ever gone back out with you. Its fucking bullshit that you sit there and say that i never made any effort to ( Read more... )

I am in serious though right now about moving to Florida for the summer. If I do move for the summer and I like it it could become permanent. I think I need some change in my life.

You know what I was going to be a bitter asshole and try and make you feel like shit for everything that you have done. I decided againsat it with a few short words that I will display at the end of this. I will no longer talk about you or be angry with you are wonder about what your doing and that is because............ "I would rather spend ( Read more... )