i really really don't like myself

"sometimes when people are devastated by a situation they can't help but smile"

marina jacks burns in the nighttime

red and green rays flash in their minds
always glazed with salty waters

"Why am I so emotional about this?"

a sweater and trucker hat
burried under the dirt
never to be seen again

"You know, that isn't safe for you"
"As if you fucking care"
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so much has happened, I'm surpised the idea of me really snapping hasn't crossed anybody's mind yet. for some reason I'm too deficient to really tell the truth

and for some reason I'm always blaming myself. I guess it's hard to face the idea that nobody has really cared enough to push hard enough
or I don't know, maybe they have, maybe it just isn't ( Read more... )

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anybody ever see the movie speak or read the book ( Read more... )

hey guys I don't know if I have any friends left that update on my friends list cause I haven't checked but whatever ( Read more... )

SALAM FOUND MY CELL PHONE!

so now if you wanna call me on my birthday, just dial the easy number

941 586 4945

leave me a message!

<3

I update like every 3 months but that's okay ( Read more... )

( last night )

Phone calls.

The only thing in the whole wide world that puts complications/interest/drama/like/love/caring/crying/laughter/happiness in my life. I just realized that this very second. Every single phonecall since a year in a half ago has given me one of those feelings. A phone call never leaves me feeling the same.

= )

I love life.