I scare people away from me =(

Im just losing my mind. And they can sense it.

it is amazing how one little conversation with someone can piss you off so much ( Read more... )

I can't say it out loud, but I hate my life right now. Everything is so hard, and I feel like I'm turning into this cold woman. And you know I was never like this. I know it's just this period in my life and I need to buckle down and get through it. It's just so hard not to sink into depression and give up. I'm so broke. I don't know where to start ( Read more... )

Yea. I got my period!

My heart hurts so bad. Sometimes i feel like I have a pro boxer inside of my chest beating the shit out of me. Im stressed all the time with money. And Im soo lonely. Im absolutely fine. Im just not fine at the same time. And I dont know, if within the next 8 years I'll ever be able to say, honestly, "everything is okay ( Read more... )

I went and saw Austin this weekend. :) It was me and Audrina , Joyce and Evan....... I love Joyce so much, we click so well. I really fit right in with his whole family... everything about me and Austin is completely right and Im never going to let anything tarnish it. We are the perfect couple with an insanely imperfect life... but when we make it ( Read more... )

Basics ( Read more... )

Islands of Adventure in the morning. going for free bc chris morales works there.hopefully all will go well with bringing audrina. im gonna put sun block on her and im really not suppose to when shes this young ( Read more... )

I cant help it, but I have this anger inside of me towards some of my old friends. Like when I see something that they wrote I get angry, or just to know that they're having fun. And I honestly think that really its just a battle within myself that I need to get over and I know its just bc Im hurt, bc theres people that I thought I was so close ( Read more... )

lately i felt fat and ugly and boring

but today i feel pretty... and pregnant not fat.. and i feel really happy and excited

and full of love <3