For all those times you stood by me ( Read more... )

I really want to see Brian, go figure. I saw him yesterday and we had a great time. He said we'll hang out again this week. I hope he'll come up and surprize me today after school. If not, maybe tomorrow or friday. He is so fun to hang out with. We make each other laugh and we always have a good time. We are probably the best kind of friend ( Read more... )

John... You are totally fabulous. Don't let anybody else tell you otherwise. Anybody who doesn't like you or is mean to you is a loser. You are hot, nice, funny, and know how to shop. What isn't there to like about you? Yes, you are needy sometimes, but thats ok cuz you need your friends in times of crisis. You are going to be totally fine ( Read more... )

I thought I was feeling better. Just now I am starting to have a breakdown. I am still in love with Brian. I miss him so much. I just want to kiss him again and hug him again. I miss my pumpkin so much. I hate going through this. I WANT MY BRIAN BACK! I can't do this. I don't want to be alone. I can't stop crying. HELP ME!

I want to die.

Yesterday was a great day gone bad twice. I went to tutoring at 11am hoping to see my Brian when I pulled into the driveway. Only he wasn't there. That made me kinda sad. He did however surprize me 20 minutes later by pretending that he was at home and pulling into my driveway. We hung out and had a good time. Then the worst happened. I had ( Read more... )

I did not speak to Brian once yesterday and he is not answering his phone now. I am totally freaking out. This is a big deal for me. I don't know why though. I'm gonna call his work at probably noon. Brian loves me and I love him too so everything is going to be good. I'm gonna shower to let the time fly by. TTYL everybody. Peash ( Read more... )

I'm home alone with my retarted brother. It's a friday and I have nothing to do. Charlotte is going shopping and Brian is at 6 flags. I really want to go out. I am lonely and bored and have no plans. Jesus Christ!! I'm gonna see Brian on tuesday. Yipee! He's gonna come over after my tutoring session which ends at 3:00pm and then we'll go to ( Read more... )

Why do I worry so much? AHHHHH!! I want to talk to Brian. Why isn't he calling? W/e... Brian loves me and I love him too. It's all good. But I want to talk to him. I love my baby. ~Good night~

MuchLove,
John