You'll be the one to call me out. I have found that its the only way

[bugga22]

Okay this entry is completly 100 percent honestly. I am not going to put up a front or anything. So you don't have to read this

Comments

[silence_so_easy]

At first, I felt like maybe I shouldn't comment on this entry because it was so personal and I didn't feel like I knew you well enough to. But the truth is, after reading that I feel like I haven't missed a beat in, hmm let's see, 7 years-like I've known you all along. And it's because, some of the stuff you said, I can completely relate to. I could probably take that whole entry and apply it to my life and it would fit perfectly. I've definitely thought some of the exact same things before. Like, "Okay, Lord, you don't want to do it right now? Fine! I'll just do it myself!" And the next thing I know I'm thinking "Why couldn't I have just been more patient?" But you're right, it's all about trust. There is nothing easy about trust, but the "waiting" part, is probably the hardest. Waiting means uncertainty-it's like: I know God will handle this, but when? And how? And why can't it just go ahead and happen now

[bugga22]

aw thank-you laura. I really am glad that you did
comment. Its funny most of my friends from Inverness
i haven't seen or talked to since then, and i just assumed
i never would ever agian. But i just think its so
cool that after all these years, we just meet agian. Or should
I say God brought us together agian. And i am happy that I had such
good taste in friends way back then!

Whats really awsome about the whole thing- that I forget is that God doesnt ask us to trust in someone who isnt worthy of it. He is completly worthy and deserves us to trust in Him. He has never let us down, never betrayed us and He only wants what is best for us. We serve such and amazing God. And i am so thankful that you responded so I know I am not alone in feeling this way.
Thank-you, I <3 you so much,
and we must get together....

[silence_so_easy]

I really haven't kept that many memories from school before, like, 6th grade. Which makes me kind of sad, but not very. But I definitely remember you being one of the cool kids who got first-pick to sit on the bench-made-of-tires-thingy. And you were the first person I met that had my same name, and I was like, "Is that possible?" And then you were nice to me, and you let me sit by you on the tire-bench thingy, and you told all the other cool kids that we had the same name, and they were like, "Woah." Haha. Or I might've just completely made that up in my head just now. Who knows

[bugga22]

haha i really don't remmeber that. I always thought i was a loser... lol. Thats a good story! I don't think i remember anything else from then, just that mrs. costilow took her leg off and passed it around the class, i don't think you were in my class that year. Did you have her, did you have mrs. borie for 2nd grade?
Yes i would love to come! my s/n is larabrook8 and cell phone is 529-1673. It will be cool to have a laura in my phone book!

[rayraymuffin4]

lara

[bugga22]

thanks- Hah i was really scared about puttin it up here- you never know who reads these things.. I love that verse 2, i have always had it memorized and stuff, but never really thought about it. I love you so much 2! ANd i am soryr i am so late getting back to you- i just haven't had a chance to be online lately.... i <3 u and hope you have a fabuous day!!!!!!!!!!

"This entry sounds really depressing?"

[crazigtarplaya]

This entry really encouraged me actually. I am an extremly analiistic person and am always thinking like this entry! It is really cool to hear that someone besides me wants to be real, put everything on the table and follow God. That's what this life is about

Re: "This entry sounds really depressing?"

[bugga22]

aw I am really glad you have the same thoughts....it feels good to know i am not the only human. Thank-you for the encouraging comment! And i like your icon!!!!!1