Bloody hell. Was bad enough that the Fury bint was messin' with my head... but that doesn't really matter. Cause know that I deserve whatever sufferin' and punishment the fates decide t' thrust upon me for my past sins. But Buffy has always done the right things. Is as good as they get. Isn't t' blame for anything. So really can't stand t' see the ( Read more... )

What can I say, this week has been...like I haven't really quite snapped out of the dreams the Fury stuck in my head. At least mother's not there any more, the nightmare is over. Dru came, sensed somethin' was wrong, I suppose. It was the thought of her hurtin' Dawn that woke me up in a bloody hurry. Vowed t' protect her from Glory, wasn't about t ( Read more... )

*Lies on the cot and stares at the ceiling, having turned the television off.*

Bloody machine wouldn't bloody shut up about it. Mother, mother, mother. All the bleedin' day long. Just about smashed it, but then no more Passions ( Read more... )

*Laughs at the television.* Bloody bastards, yeah, that's lovely. And they call me a monster. Supposed to be the good guys and you play your sick little games. Maybe there ain't no good guys then, huh? Meet the new boss, same as the old boss. No good, no evil, nothin' to be forgiven for ( Read more... )

Angelus paid me a visit. No, it was Peaches, much less testy than the last time I saw him. Got his curse back on, he did. Thought I had a run in with a gypsy, too. Pretty sure she was somethin' else altogether. Always tryin' to keep Spike in line, but I'll be havin' none of that. Imagine he's not happy with me havin' a taste of Buffy ( Read more... )

They all keep comin' to me, accusin'--the hellbitch, Dru, Mother, Buffy, the other slayers...mostly at night ( Read more... )

*Paces back and forth, agitated, as far as the chains will allow.*

Could have sworn Dru was here. Goin' on about this and that, more daft than usual, talkin' like she was back in the convent school again. Somethin' about soakin' up the sun at the beach. Don't hardly think so, pet. Had the nerve to be laughin' at me, she did. Asked if I was a ( Read more... )

Stupor of knowledge lacking inwardness ( Read more... )

*Wandering through an empty theater on the UC Sunnydale Campus ( Read more... )

*Sits crosslegged on the floor of a dormitory laundry room, shaking. Opens his eyes and peers at the row of strange machines ( Read more... )