So many things wrong
Not enough going right
and all I really want
is...

Sometime in September I wrote ( Read more... )

...I am so fucking ghetto. I was really hungry...and i'm really poor.
So i took a cup and put kashi in it and then poured a bootleg slimfast shake in it (for milk0 and couldn't find a spoon so i remembered a power bar that I had put in the freezer two months ago that's now hard as a rock...so that is my spoon...

oh boy.
i'm so hungry.

I want sex so mother fucking bad...I'm going to the gym AGAIN. The fourth day in a row. I think i'm just going to go every weekday until...
until i fucking die of exhaustion.

FUCK. the things I fucking do to feel better about my weight.
I hate my mother.

Azure Ray "New Resolution ( Read more... )

I feel like a giant ass hole and a half...ugh.

I hate feeling bad for feeling bad...it's a bit BOO BOO.

WHATEV(z?)

i'm writing a play, I think.
I have 15 pages, approximately...

This thanksgiving vacation was such a bust...and of course it would be for me, right ( Read more... )

Uhhh...
So Steve-O (yes, schwartz) proposed that him and I become cheerleaders...

we're...serious about it?

oh, woops...I mean...YELLleaders.

And so it is: For the first time here at school I am REALLY sick. My body aches. It kind of sucks.

BOOOOOOOOOOO
Josh gave me robitussum last night and i threw it up. BOOO again.

ugh. i hate being sick...fuckthis.

I'm going to Polytechnic HS tomorrow for a dance show. I'm excited.