I've hit a wall and I can't seem to find balance in my life. I swing far to one side or the other. The middle line where equilibrium is found seems a mere illusion to me. It doesn't exist. I can't find a balance within friends, with friends and family, with school and work, with work and social life, with work, school and girls, with adam time and ( Read more... )

I think I'm done with livejournal... I like vox a lot more. Though I'll still keep track of my friends, I doubt I'll be updating much if at all... not like Ive done a lot of that recently.
cheers
adam

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUUUUUUUUUUCK... Goddammit ( Read more... )

Sooo... really... nothing utterly interesting has taken place in my life these past few months. I've just been laying low and sticking with one or two friends. I love ALL of my friends but sometimes I feel like I'm spreading myself a bit thin as far as my social life is concerned. I guess I'm just really bad at multitasking ( Read more... )

Update... My last update was on the 16th of May. It sounded quite desperate... and rightfully was. So since then I've been allowed to stay home for a while since I'm not a jobless douchebag without an education. I think my parents were able to come to that realization that I am a constructive member of society while going to school and I am able ( Read more... )

HAHA!!! I'm going to Hawaii and you are not.

suckers

cheers
adam

I'm going to move out. I did something very stupid and am having to move out. I'm going to miss this so, so, so much. My own room. My piano, my BED, my god how I love my bed so much. My isolation. The smell of my insense and the cool breeze that flows through it if i open the outside door. My room has been my sanctuary since I've lived in ( Read more... )

So I love San Francisco. I think I could live there. I really think I could. A thought crossed my mind the other day whilst I was speaking with a customer who was wearing a UC Berkley sweater; I can get my single-subject credentials there. Berkley, as a city, is GORGEOUS and very close to San Fran. So... List of things to do in the somewhat ( Read more... )

I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals I hate finals ( Read more... )

So I get my review today, which is supposed to be every three months, but its been 4, beside the point; and I dont recieve a raise. I'm infuriated ( Read more... )