I hate myself.

"Stop bitching and start doing."

I really need to learn to take my own advice.

I need a job so badly, it's not even funny anymore. I'm getting so desperate for one that I think it's making me depressed. And that's not just because I obviously can't move forward with my life like I want to, but I'm too fucking idle most of the time now. That plus I'm running out of money...

I am very happy with my life. Let me make that clear. I do not have a miserable life...I should rephrase what I've been feeling and say that I am extraordinarily FRUSTRATED with my life's speed of direction right now.

So last Wednesday was my sister's 26th birthday. That day, I drove her and Angela upto the Ben and Jerry's factory in Waterbury, Vermont. It was a nice ride up there - about 3 hours up I-91 and then I-89. Driving the roads of Vermont proved YET AGAIN that Connecticut drivers truly are stupid pricks. It was the first time in a long time that I ( Read more... )

I need to take out the frustrations of my life. I need a firearm...

It took three whole years to do it, but I finally received my degree from Naugatuck Valley in the mail today. Associate in Arts in Music... Sounds impressive. Anyway, that was the highlight of my day!

I took a roadtrip up to Hanover, NH today to see Brooks at Dartmouth. Man it is peaceful and pretty here. And I can already tell I'm gonna have a lot of fun. Phi Tau is a rather interesting  place to be spending the next few days. To my friends and family: thinking of you always. To Angela (who is pretty much family): baby I miss you!

Today was my last day at the Olive Garden. Semper Fi, motherfuckers!

Hi ho silver, AWAAAAAAAAAAAYY!