life sucks right now, all i do is go to work and school. i hardly have any free time. and now my best friend in the world is mad at me and i dont know why. and for the first time, she yelled at me. that made me feel like shit, it seriously made me cry. i dont want to do anything right now, all i want to do is crawl up into a little ball and die. i ( Read more... )

but why do girls always say that all guys are assholes? that always makes me mad. its judging all guys for things that only a select few do. why? why do girls do that? not all guys are assholes, your just not looking for the right ones. i think girls intentional go after the assholes but why, i dont know. but there is almost always a guy right ( Read more... )

well it all started last night. i went to go to sleep but it was to hot so i couldn't sleep. it was about 4:30-5 this morning before i was actually asleep only to wake up at 7:30 hot. finally i fall back asleep aboutabout 8 then melissa calls about 9:30 cause she is sick(I HOPE YOU GET BETTER!). so i get up and take her to the doctor then to ( Read more... )

summer hasnt been that good. i really havent done a damn thing and i really cant because i have no money and my parents live in albany so i dont really get money from them and i cant get a job. and trust me, i have tried getting a job....at about 13 different places and im still not working. i feel so rejected and stressed out. i have only gone out ( Read more... )

everything is starting to hit me now. school is starting to suck. my parents live in albany, 3 hours away. my grandma and all my friends live in conyers. i live in milledgeville right now. i'm gonna have to support my self this summer which means ill be paying for everything. i'm also gonna have to tell my mom that i am losing HOPE, something i am ( Read more... )

i was suppose to go to albany this weekend but i cant now. my dad still needs the truck. guess im stuck here for the weekend without melissa :( its gonna be so boring. damnt!

I'm gayer than I was last week.
<3 xoxox

Guess who gained the freshman 15 already. That would be me! lol and its only half way threw the 2nd semester, im on pace for the to gain 20 pounds in 1 year. damn, thats alot but then again i only weighed 135 at the beginning of this school year. My goal though, for this year, was to get my weight up to 155, well im almost there. then comes the ( Read more... )

update:
I'm still gay. xoxox

Lonely im so lonely ( Read more... )