Life can be so cruel sometimes...

My sister got engaged today...

I raise the white flag.  I give up.  It's over.  I'm done.  No harm, no foul.  It was fun while it lasted.

Yesterday was a lot of fun.
Carrabba's for brunch
First minor league game- Jacksonville Suns Game at night- I'm hooked I want to go to more minor league games... anyone wanna go???
Beach to freeze to death, but hey we found the big dipper hehehe

All left me more confused hahaha

At least I was myself, though I don't know that that is fully a good thing ( Read more... )

I hate this.  Can you please tell him not to wear red (long story) and not to smile and what the heck... quit being everything that makes him who he is...I'd appreciate that.  Maybe then I could move on....

I really like him.... I just don't think it's the best idea...

Oh what I would give to get rid of thoughts that I know will make me end up disappointed and lonely ( Read more... )

I really wish my life wasn't so full of missed opportunities.  I'm always a day late and a dollar short it seems. 
And I've falling victim to exactly what I wanted to avoid... developing a crush on someone.  I wish I could turn back time and make myself avoid it at all costs b/c I don't want to ruin anything.  He's a good friend.
I'm telling you, ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't an idiot sometimes

This week has been interested ( Read more... )